I don't know what it is but I have been feeling miserable all day. It is usually my arm but that felt better even if things are moving to my shoulder. Others were annoyed with the weather but it wasn't that either. A third guess could have been money related since I was looking at those bikes online and then remembering that I actually have no money at the moment.

The only thing I can think of is that technically this is my last day of being a researcher. Research. The thing I took 6 years of university of in Canada and then 6 years for my PhD in Stockholm so that I could do. And the thing I have done rather unsuccessfully for the last 5 years. It must be this. I start my new Scientific Editor job tomorrow and I am really looking forward to it. I still get to research 1 day a week but I am certain that will stop when I run out of funding. So I think most of my worry is just the fact that I didn't get everything finished off this week so my weekends are shot for the next while. But on the positive side I found a real job!